hmm. i walked home today agn. hahas. suddenly i keep walkin home lehhs. but its lyk.. walk home n listen to songs can clear ur mind lorr. but today i dunno y.. i wanted to clear my mind de. den end up juz walkin n starin at things. den instead of thinkin bout stuff my brain was a white blank sheet. so i was thinkin bout nth lahhs. so i was juz walkin home. 45 min walk lorr. ytd was 20 min i think. hahas. tml no band. walk home agn. haha. lol. dun think so. v siian le. walk home frm amk n bishan. dn left with serangoon. but dat 1 muz take nel. v siian de. hmm. anet convinced me to take bus de lehhs. but at the bus stop there she nv distract me. she v quiet. she looked dep lahhs. den i ended up thinkin alot. so in the end i felt the dumb tears coming so i left. or else i'll b cryin at the bus stop lyk a really big idiot. dn end up i bangseh her. lol. but if i didnt she wun b gg for her dumb tuition oso. anw. i juz realised i **** ******* *** ** *** ******** ** ****. i cnt help it lorr. cos today we **** *******. den i **** ** ****. den *** *** **** *********. den *** *** ******* ** ****. only dat *** *** sorta ******* ** **** the way ******* **. cos *** **** was ********** with ****. yahh. im lyk tryin v v v v v hard to dun go think abt it or wadever. n dun go pushin it. but it keeps creepin up on me. i dun wan it to. really. cos i juz cnt admit it. i dunno lah. wadever. i dun wanna go think le.
anw. phy i failed. haha. told u. expected de. i failed by 2 marks. sux lorr. den chem i gt last in class lahhs. hmm. 1st tym last in class. lol. n i scored 29 over 100 can. n liddat im last in class le. sott. n only 12 ppl failed in my class. n those hu passed said dat if they cn gt 5 marks is miracle. n hello. most of dem got 29 or 30+ de lorr. n dat chan guo dong is so irritating. 1 day dun compare results will die huh. wth. the teacher already said he is 1st in class le lahh. den obviously all of us will b lower dn him de rite. duhh. unless he is so nerd till only noe how to study den dunno dat if he gt the highest means every1 got lower den him. den he still go ard comparin results lahhs. n is nt dat kind of.. how much u got. den u got lower den he shaddap. no lorr. he noe u gt lower den him dn his face will have dat extremely irritating freakiin stupid arrogant smug look de lorr. dat kind dat makes u wanna slap him. juz to wipe the smirk off. cos hello. he already so chhou le lahhs. den plus dat really agitating look. all the more u wanna slap him riite. den he is only gd in math n sci lahhs. typical nerd or geek. wadever. n den his humans n lang is nt dat gd de lorr. cos i dun see him comparing with us his lang n humans lehhs. is lyk. those subj he noe he gt worse den us den he wun ask anything de lorr. den math n sci he'll keep askin cos he noe he will b one of the highest. so now i'll tell him. i failed both my sciences. happy. stop askin n dun give me dat freakin face. im lyk restraining from using any vulgar words. i dunno y. maybe cos the previous few entries all got vulgarities de. wadever. but really lahhs. i cnt std dat bloody look on ur face lorr. wth. v arrogant lorr. n is lyk. arghh. really cnt std u can. n im nt juz tokin abt ur look. im tokin abt dat shitting expression on ur face. n ur bloody attitude. wadever. i wun waste my tym with ppl lyk u. freakk. anw. yahh. so far i failed those 2. anet n eve only failed f&n lorr. 1 subj. n i failed 2. but at least they gt study. n the chem paper was damn diff cn. so its nt my fault i failed. i didnt expect to actually gt more den 10 lahhs. so kinda happy cum sad. haha. anw. i saw a few blogskins. v nice de. haha.cos today hist go com lab. den me n stella saw. the symphony 1 v nice lorr. got musical notes de. but stella wan. den let her take lorr. hmm. i wan lorrrr. arghh. wth. nvm. i'll take the other ones. but they r pink colour lahhs. hmm. v pinky lorr. nvm. i look for other ones. -ahhaha;/ lol.
hmm. wadever lahhs. i didnt mean it. i couldnt control it.
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
