SHUT UP. cant u juz shut ur bloody freakin filthy mouth for at least 1 sec. dats all im askin for. 1 miserable pathetic sec. im prac beggin u. u noe i dun plead. n im not. im BEGGING. n stop usin my phone to threaten me. u noe it wun work. i haf 2 phones now. confiscate one n i'll still haf the other. confiscate both dn gd luck to u. gd luck. cos u'll nid it. to find me. esp on sun. i'll see hw u survive till den. remove my internet lorr. stop me frm watchin tv. wadeva. do wadeva u wan. i'll find a way out. try me. im nt bein unreasonable. how i noe? cos wenlyn's doin it too. didnt u realise ur precious mother-daughter relationship with lyn is oso fallin apart? im alr tryin nt to b rebellious. u noe dat. i noe u noe. u saw the diff in me 3 yrs ago. so y cnt u juz chill. i see u n lyn arguin lyk. 3 times a dayy. at least. when last tym all u two ever did was make my life miserable. lyk when we argue u take her side. when u nag she nags at me too. didnt u realise on sun she stood up 4 me n she argue with u. even she cnt std u le larr. ur obviously gg thru dat meno-thgy. ur mood swings r lyk. so lihai la.. i cnt even compare to u. wadeva. lyk i gif a freakin damn abt my chem liddat. so? i noe he told u im nt doin well. u noe y? cos u made me go to dat freakin class in the 1st place. i told u last yr. u wan me to b in dat class dun expect anyth frm me. i told u. plain n simple n clear. did u listen?? no duhh. u tot i cld do it. look. im me. i noe my limits. i noe i cnt do it. no use forcin me. see wad u've done. if i end up retainin dats nt my prob. noe y? cos i dun care anymore. its so much easier nt to struggle n juz gif up. i tried nt to do dat. cos i noe its nt rite. but y shld i care when u dun care anymore?? anw. my entire life all i did was become ur dumb pathetic puppet. so if i gif up nw wad hpns doesnt hpn to me. it hpn's to u. wadeva. so it affects my future. lyk i care. i duno wads up with parents these dayys. every1's complainin abt dem. even wenlyn. yahh. dat little angel. surprised? u shldnt b. nt aft the way u treat her. i noe cos i saw. it wasnt her fault k. u were jz plain unreasonable lahhs. n yahh. ur gona b watchin me closely. im so scared. look. u didnt care for years. i dun wan u to start nw. i gt used to my life the way it is. n i dun lyk changes. eva realised dat? no. cos u nv cared b4. n ur always complainin dat i treat my frens beta. dats the reason y. u wernt happy when i was closer to my frens n when i told dem more thgs dn i told u. in fact, i nv told u anyth. i'm alwayys able to hide my feelings frm u. its so easy. n i noe u were afraid of me cos u tot i was growing out of hand. cos wadeva u said i didnt listen n i didnt respond. i noe im alwayys givin dat bored-and-emotionless look. dats so sad. but i hate showing my feelings to u. cos u wld nv und anw. u didnt haf tym for me b4. dun start nw. i cant gt used to the chg. n i dun wan the chg. im fine on my own. i dun nid ur help. ur uh. 'help'. yah, i dun nid it. n u always complained i dun read books. always watch tv. now i finally read n u complain. u wan me to read my CHEM TB. hello?? its a TEXTBOOK. meant for studyin purposes. nt readin. in case u cant differenciate between story books n textbooks, one is boring. the other is interesting. one is thick n heavy n full of crap. the other is the exact opp. any1 cn tell dem apart. y cnt u. seriously. cuttin me frm watchin tv is as gd as killin me. go ahead n try. if u tnk it'll improve my results. dun b surprised when it becomes even worse. i dun work well under pressure. i cant do anyth when ppl order me. u didnt noe all these. i even told u. i told u b4 not to make it sound as if ur orderin me to do thgs if u wan me to. even if i noe its 4 my own gd i wun do it. i told u b4. its nt my fault u dun listen.

i noe im bein irrational but i jz cnt take it anymore. i didnt lyk wad i wrote. but i jz cldnt help it. i noe its nt really ur fault.