hmm. today v lei. cos we packed the entire lib cupboardS. plural. remind me agn. y izzit dat libs haf to do those stuff? hmm. yah. today v sian oso. the whole day got post exam act. v sian. n they gave us some dumb play. really really boring. n the groomin thg. even more boring. haas. act. the other way round. the play was more boring. yaa. n den we went to class to do some bali blast de refection. uhh. i didnt even noe there was one la. until i saw it. so i was lyk. huh. i tot the bomb thg was lyk. long ago? den i saw it was on 1 oct. haha. shocked? maybe. hmm. yah la. den aft dat band v sian. arghh. taught jia jun. i think he learn quite fast or sth la. faster den me can le. im proud n nt proud of it. lol. hmm. yah. mr tan made us brg our instruments home. i feel lyk strangling him. its a euphonium, hello. i mean. yahh. i love it. but its lyk. big la. hmm. n we haven pack fin. still haf to cont tml n fri n sat. n we still haf to prepare for open hse. hmm. dunno how we gonna complete evryth la. den aft all these we still need to write those composer n tick those scores thing. by nxt yr oso wun fin de lorr. no wonder jasmine gave up on the lib. yupps. anw. i duno la. maybe im carin too much or sth la. n givin myself useless stress. y izzit dat sometimes u feel lyk ur the only one hu act cares abt sth n u feel as if no one does. dats hw i feel. i dunno la. but i was v v v pissed b4 band. cos. i didnt noe ur attitude can chg dat much la. i mean so what if ur nt in it la. its ok de lorr. but u chose to gif up evryth. n i can dun care. n i noe i usually wld. so tell me y im act carin la. give myself more prob only. oh rite. i noe y. cos w/o u evryth wld b boring. ya. u r impt la. but u keep thinkin ur not. juz cos of dat. hmm. kinda disappointed i guess. btw. i juz talked abt 2 diff thgs. haha. but those 2 thgs made me v pissed/dep b4 band la. but now. ok le. i think. i dunno. yahh. anw. as 4 u.. i duno. i'll let nature take its course. i cnt control ur actions or feelings anw. so i'll juz let u decide urself. n i noe i told myself not to hope. guess i did. cos if i didnt there wun b this feeling. hahs. eve's gonna b happy. cos she can really start collectiong dep ppl le. wenqi, ur pathetic.