hmm. i gave up. cut my nails le. haha. cnt std it. lol. anw. i chg song agn. haha. found this 1 nicer. at 1st i chg to zanarkand de. but i prefer this one. =))

haha. hmmm. spent the entire day tearin down all my posters. revamped my room. lol. den it looked so plain. lyk cant recog my room anymore. so i put up new ones. haha. maybe looks fresher. i guess. ohh. but i din tear down the 5566 n jolin posters. n i let my sis put up her hilary duffs. so now its more of a jolin cum 5566 room liddat. with 2 extra posters la. but nvm. haha.

and i oso threw away all my mags. left with those cover pg got 5566 n jolin de. n i found this mag tt was 3 yrs ago. 2002 i think. yupp. lol.

feels shuang. new me. x))

hmm. den i wanted to chg blogskin oso. since im gettin rid of all the old stuff n chgin everyth. ya. so i redid evryth. hmm. this tym i din get frm blogskin.com. haha. did it myself. kinda plain la. but at least it was black. n the theme was new me or sth. dunno. n guess wad. my com hanged. expected la. since i was on it since lyk.. 3. (its 6 now)

yah. so pek la. den gave up. lol. maybe nxt tym ba. den i'll go chg agn. haha. anw. this song kinda nice lorr. lol. its symphonic. lol. recently v emotional. n this song sorta builds up the tension n emotions. haha. wadeva. trainin myself to express the music. wadeva tt means. hmm. one day im gonna risk it den go use iwebtunes. haha.


i realised. i dun have to be bothered bout * ***** **. cos im livin my own life. from now on, all i will bother abt will b ME. n me alone. sounds sad n lonely. but i can cope. x) i'll get used to it la, duhh. so dun be surprised when u find tt im not there. or no longer there. wadeva. n dun start bitchin tt i changed. cos im tellin u first hand. im determined to.