hmmm. juz took the band key frm deb. i love livin so near her. so she can juz sun bian drop anyth at my hse. ahha. anw. gd thg is i can drop anyth at her hse too. lalalas. wadeva. later gg fine dining. wadeva dat is. hmm. no slippers. lyk i care la. wad i care bout is dat i'll b missin wang zi bian qing wa la. n im gg somerset. lyk these dayys i keep gg town liddat. hmm. i dun lyk being sensitive la. wish i was as insensitive as my sis. its good la. den u cant feel these things. u noe. things dat actually hurt. but. wadeva. if im lyk dat invisible den fine. u'll b dat invisible to me too. y did i spend so much tym convincin myself anw. i shld haf juz accepted the truth in the first place n spare me all this pain. ahha. fine. i shall do dat. startin from: now. shimin says dat the person hu can make u sad is the person hu can make u happy. hmm. to me. the people hu can make me sad isnt the person hu can make me happy. cos they r lyk. totally diff ppl. or pplS. wadeva. theres no such word as peoples anw. lol. see. im crappin. even my com hates me. it refuses to let me sign into msn messenger. refuses to. lyk. heck. its juz a programme. WADEVA. hmm. recently im lyk. keep wakin up in the middle of the night la. n ytd is was at 4. today 2.30. am. den i was lyk. freak. half an hr to 3. haha. so now i have this psychological barrier to 3 am now. n hu's fault isit. the movie's fault. or the director. wadeva. im depressed. i noe. thank u for tellin me. x)) n now i have to think of another present for my mum. who's bday is tml. but so far all the presents i've tot of were not suitable. so. last resort. leave hse earlier den go meet ahma den see if i can act find anyth to give her.