Saturday, January 07, 2006

i'll never let u see the way my broken heart is hurting me. i've got my pride and i know how to hide all my sorrows and pain. i'll do my crying in the rain.


hmm. the talk over le. haha. reached home ard 11.45 to 12 ba. lol. act. im surprised im a little motivated. lol. unlike my pri sch, hu wasted $100 liddat tryin to get me motivated but it nv works, this thg act worked. lol. n im motivated abt my parents la. at least, my dad. not really my mum. n not my studies. haha. heartless? unemotional? maybe. lol. but at tt tym he chided us i was really motivated n sorry la. lol. even cried lorr. couldnt hold back in. haha. but aft tt, reach home den see my mum's face den not le. lol. short influence span. haha. but. maybe will b more serious in my studies le ba. since o lvls ma.

hmm. still banned frm tv la. so sad lorr. ohwell. stil got com. tsk. stupid lorr. iduncare. im gonna watch campus superstar n love sth de. tt 9pm show. anw. found out tt ch u showin xi jie today. at lyk. 1.30 or 2am la. act. its ytd. lol. kk. evry fri late at nite or sat early mornin. lol. ytd 1st episode. but too slpy so i slpt halfway. anw. watch b4 ma. lol. triggered dumb memories. SAD. nxt tym cant watch le. oh well. anw. i juz conditioned my hair. frm a v v v unique brand. its called ernie brand. what is it? its rich in vitamins n minerals, such as glucose and enzymes. its unique and works. reduces hair loss and tames hair. it came out frm ernie's mouth. in other words, his SALIVA. yupp. he licked his hand and played with my hair. oh sorry, he's play pretending he's a hair dresser. yupp. n im considered lucky he din go cut my hair. den the rest of my cousins entertained themselves with climbing all over me. lyk. wth. n i was usin the com la. nvm. shows im cute. lol. little children r attracted to me. haha. crapps.

if i wait for stormy skies you wun noe the rain from the tears in my eyes. you'll nv noe tt i still love u so. thou the heartaches remain i'll do my cryin in the rain.
u chged. u've disappeared. disappeared. changed. disappeard.