lol. i dunno hw to start this. on 2nd tot. think i betta nt rite. but on 3rd tot. write la. lol. im makin such a huge mess of my life alr anw. lets see. i love jolene..'s da dao li. hahas.. she made sense senseless. lol. she made sense la. but at the same time it din. so ironic. she summerized my uh, troubles into lyk. a few sentences n was lyk. blablablablabla. done. the sister part most crap de la. den my dad part makes most sense. the other 2.. she was juz crappin. hahaa. wadeva. anw. i love mondays la. lol. aft recess. damn slack can. haha. 3 periods free. lol nt really la. but can consider free lorr. since our tcher in care bout us. den juz left the 4 of us[squeezed into 2 tables] to tok. lol. supposed to b discussin sth de la. dunno wad innovative thg or sth la. lol but in e end we crapped. n gossiped. lol. found out chey kl n eve all thinks e same way. kinda relieved. but sorta. shocked. i mean. if it was me. i dunno. its damn dep. but ohwells. i've gt enough probs without havin to go solve another. anw. lyk i've promised myself i wld chg. so booyah. i am. n i'll not b there. as i've said. so. ignts. anw. den we were crappin la. den our tcher came to us n ask us wad we came up with. den dunno hu go say bra. den ended up tokin bout bras. lol. damn funny. laugh lyk shit la. lol. den eve go scream to wh. den end up cy was lyk. really go ask them bout their opinion. lol. damn funny la. den aft tt was chi la. slack agn. so mon is lyk. damn relax lorr. lol.
anw. im alr makin a mess of my life. there's no harm in cont wad i've done. anyth to make e pain n hurt go away.