i seriously hv no idea y i actually use a com. its lyk. computers r boring. n e only reason y im on one nw is cos my mum refused to let me on e tv. n in order to keep e house noisy n irritate my mum, is to hv this com on n blast e music. yep. lyk it helps. she apparently gave up n went outside. yay. play with koko. -rolls eyes. n yah. aft lookin thru ppl's blogs. i realised i hv nth to do. n i've only been on this com for lyk. 20 min? or lesser. n there's nth interesting to entertain me. not even a single sms or call. okays. i get it. its only 8.30. haha. e prob with me slpin late. is tt my calls usually start at lyk. 11? or later. n so they end at ard 2? yup. pathetic. so guess wad. i get reli reli bored whn its 8. or 9. or 10. "my life's upside down" quoted frm my mum. yah. she says tt bout my lifestyle. lol. to her, i might as well b a bat or owl. lyk. always doin thgs at nite. den day time slack lyk wad. but i cant help it if i prefer doin thgs at nite la. lol. nvm. n no, i din forget my "promise" to stay away frm blogs. haha. i wld hv even stayed away frm e com today. all cos my mum switched off e tv n says she wants to finally enjoy some peace n quiet. lol. lyk. its called a home. its meant to b noisy n lively? hu heard of a quiet home la. so, yes. im stuck with blogging. cos suddenly all e sites i used to go to dun seem interesting anymore. aww. sad. think my life juz got a whole lot more boring. hahas. no it hasnt. its still as messed up as ever. im juz gettin used to it bein messed up until i dun feel its messed up anymore. its a gd thg... rite? i guess. anw. morning chey n min din meet us la. n i was lyk. shld b sth to do with e train. cos if min nt comin sch she wld sms me. n i din noe i was tt smart la. lol. cos sth reli did hpnn to e train. so lyk, half e sch was late?hahas. so cool la. if i was late today den dun nid run. haha. den lyk. 10 gals nt in class la. lol. anw. think im gettin v *up with sciences. namely chem n phy. n i guess a math. n math. n there's a math n amath test on thu n fri. i'll flunk tt. lol. cos i lyk, dun und at all? haha. but math still not so bad la. can und. if i go self study la. but my chem n phy is lyk. gone le.. haha. so i was kinda frustrated durin recess n a few periods b4 n aft recess. lol. was findin fault with evryth n evry1 la. lol. but i din vent. so no 1 noes i was pissed at dem. x)) but i'll juz say sorry. cos i reli din mean to. but i was juz kb-ing. yupyup. hmm. no wait. i did att some1. lol. eugene. haha. he was sorta tryin to cheer me up la. cos accordin to him my face was black? lol. recently he see me my face always black de lehhs. lol. sorry la. hmm. wait. its nt lyk he'll see this la. den i say sorry 4 wad. heh. waste space. haha. so anw. was tempted agn la. lol. i decided. i cant sit nxt to min durin sci. both sci. lol. its reli reli reli tempting. n i dunno wad i wan le. lol. wadeva la. i need motivation. sad la. den aft chi was v busy le. lol. thx to math n amath corrections la. lol. chiong lyk shit liddat. hmm. high stress lvl. n i dun wanna go think bout it. i'll gt more *up only. yay. hahas. hmm. n xavier's not a great help la. serious. all he does is irritate u more. i mean. hu will poke u whn ur lyk. chiongin corrections la. n tts whn u look pissed lorr. den smart ppl will lyk, stay out of ur way rite. apparently not xavier. he's head is so thick. he goes ard poking u even thou u look pissed. lol. but anw. audrey hlped me la. haha. xavier's weak point is he's ticklish. haha. or at least, he's scared of it. n in lower sec he fell off his chair b4 cos he was scared some1 was gonna poke him. x)) HAHAHA. hw dumb can 1 get. hmm. anw. din go out with dem. haha. went lib with anet a while den went home. lol. feel so sian. sick of evryth. haha. reli seriously sick. hmm. i feel lyk screaming. supressing ur feelings can b a bad thg.

i wanna b optimistic. cos being optimistic makes 1 happy. but nw. im nt sure. maybe im wrong. maybe bein pessimistic makes u happier. i dunno. lol. i reli dun. as i've said. if my life can gt anymore confusing, it juz did.