lol. im chattin with chey nw. on msn la. but anw. i tok to her horr. instead of listenin to all sorts of da dao li. is i say all e craps. i mean lyk. if i tok to any1. [esp tt min] den my philosophy will gt twisted den will end up wrong. den tok to chey im right. HAHA. yay. lyk. finally? lol. but reli la. i made up a few v meaningful ones. but. ohwells. haha. 1 is. trust. yup. in any relationship, be it frenship or bgr. trust goes a long way. n it has to come frm e heart. not juz on e surface. chey says its old fashion. but e prob nw is tt ppl think its old fashion tts y they dun trust. tts y all e hurt surfaces. x)) nvm. i juz argued with my sis. she so. fuckingly irritating. lyk. do i even LOOK lyk i care tt her damn sch produced e top scorer. n there's no fuckin need to brag can. is ppl score top oso nt her. n we were mindin our own business la. den she 4 nth came in den started insultin other sch like no 1's business liddat. lyk pls la. den she's lyk. keep sayin im jealous. its lyk. i dun give a shit lorr. its 2005 de cohort oso not 2006. even if e top scorer is in phs i wun care la. oso nt our batch. n she's only sec 2 can. o lvl is lyk. 2 more yrs for her. she care so early for wad. damn ass hole. UGH. -nvm. cont. my da dao li. ignore tt BRAT. tt little spoilt brat. lyk. past 10 le la. still shout n shout. neighbours wanna slp de la. lol. as if im tt considerate. hahas. anw. pointless gettin pissed over her. so ya. my 2nd theory. e more impt e person is to u, e more impact they'll hv on ur life. lyk. even if there's some1 there to always make u smile, or maybe some 1 ur att to, somehw, sth a certain particular person say can make evryth crumble. instanly. yep yep. can ppl lyk. agree. cos im desperate la. so far all my theories gt twisted la. lol. so sad lorr. haaha. i kinda lyk. forgot wad my whole main purpose in comin here was. my stm's comin back. ohyah. i stoned in hist test today. i was lyk writin halfway den i suddenly cldnt rmb wad i wanted to write. so i was lyk. thinkin for 10 mins wad i wanted to write. anw. i hate my position la. its lyk. so front until. u cant see e board. cos let me see. ur head's tilted at an impossible angle, there's reflection, n evryth's way to near. n i dunno hu's dumb suggestion it was. [must b eugene or audrey] to put e front row all e way front. touchin e wall. so yep. tts e reason for my neck pain nw. x(( awww. hahaah. do i sound high? i think i do. nt sure. anw. think my class's obsessed with balls lurhs. i mean. paper balls. i noe 4grace all along play with them de la. but recently evry1's obsessed with it la. den we even had this "snowball" fight la. n xavier's aiming seriously suck. all the balls hit my head. did i mention xavier n eugene r gays? they admitted it. think i broke eugene's heart whn i threw tt txtbk into xavier. aw. so sad. haha. too bad la. they were lyk. gg on a suanning-wenqi streak e whole day can. anw. durin free period. was darn bored. n this fin correction tape juz flopped into me. so i went ard tying thgs tgt. sadly. i din realise tt i sorta. messed e class up cos nw ppl cldnt walk without trippin or sth. all thx to me. x)) but yah. at least i entertained myself n had fun with it la. haha. thou i irritated lyk. evry1? haha. but tts wher e highing ends la. cos aft tt. went hall. saw e band seniors. all all e familiar faces. n im lyk. overcomed with emotions. u noe. those nostalgic moments. yah. hate it. but anw. v she bu de dem la. lyk. e band's seriously gonna dao bi in our hands la. im wonderin hw we're gonna make it to SYF`07. 10 sec ones. ohmygawd. 10. i still cant believe 10 la. btw. choir had to kick some ppl out. see hw unfair e world can b? so anw. saw phyllis kokwey yiyang zoee. etc. n some other ppl hu were once related to 2904 de. cos of some certain reasons. yah. lyk. will go take extra notice of dem cos. used to it le. lol. sec 1 n 2 la. so many thgs hpn. lyk. 2904 v dramatic lehh. lol. i dunno whether to b happy or sad. cos its lyk. relievin memories. sad cos tts all they'll ever b. n i seriously hate bein sec 4 la. or so called oldest in sec sch. lol. in sec 1 tts all we wanted to b. now tt we r. i rather b a sec 3. guess i reli missed those seniors. wonderin if e juniors in band will miss us nt. lol. think nt ba. cos its nt lyk we bonded or anyth. nw band's lyk. any other normal cca. -unbonded. whn we used to b tt close. ironic lorr. gt COP den became close. gt silver den seperate. lyk. wth. y cant we hv both. anw. felt happy for all of dem la. except jy n phyllis. hais. lol. thou phyllis got lyk. 14. but its saddenin la. cos she can gt single digit de. nearly cired whn she cried la. n tt jy. ignts la. its lyk. she din even see her courses den she was whining n cryin away le. lyk. -_-". so anw. whn i pointed n looked up e courses for her [i did it for her la. she's supposed to do it herself lorr. tsk] she was lyk. ehh. reli arhh. reli arhh. n yes. she started hugging [act. its attacking] me n literally yanking me frm one place to another. n yup. i suffocated. hahas. k. i wun b so evil. haha. was act happy la. at least she wasnt cryin le. lol. so yah. anw. im lyk. so sian nw. lol. my minds still confused n still full of theories. but yah. im nt lyin to myself anymore. its so much easier once u've accepted wadeva tt ur nt accepting. cos lyin to urself brgs u misery. n its tiring cos u nid to come with lots of lies. yup. so. tts all im gonna say. haha. e rest is personal. x)).

im gonna slp. im so becomin a pig tt im scarin myself. haha. cant help it. i slpt at 3+ ytd. juz cos e hist wun gt into my head. n yeah. im doin free publicity for melissa zheng. she stuck this name+hp no. sticker onto my calc. -eew. haha.

anw. sth interesting is comin up. im juz. not sure yt. hmmmm. clue: it has sth to do with msn. yup yup. haha.

reminder: do sth bout my msn contacts list. its darn messy. n i keep gettin ppl mixed up. x((