hmm. today's.. boring. but. ohwell. nearly burst my blood vessel. thx to some brat. hu's totally spoiled, extremely bratty, and very demanding. did i mention, being selfish is her career? and, yes. if u guessed tt brat is my sis, ur right. if i eva praised her or said anyth nice abt her im takin it back. wads her _ing prob la. think she juz got more screwed. _ing little brat. ugh. lyk. whole day att me la. n i din even do anyth to her lorr. lyk if i did still ok la. but i din la. n im so bu fu cos i din sdo anyth to her so she has no damn rights to att me. n y e hell is she att me 1st la. wan att oso i att her 1st lorr. brat. ugh. brat brat brat. n she's lyk. thinks she und me tt well la. juz cos i told her some thgs. lol. she thinks she can juz barge into my life n und evryth tts gg on liddat. lyk. wth? my life n her;s lyk totally diff can. she wun b able to und de la. n she thinks she can. n she goes ard bein arrogant abt it. she has no bloody rights to la. wtfwtfwtf. i cant std her. ugh. she lyk. thinks juz cos of some bonding tym we had den she muz noe evryth tt goes on in my life mehh. n sometyms i keep quiet n say nth is nt cos i nth to say can. its cos if i say dem u'll cry. or mum will slaughter me. or wadeva la. anw. my point is. wheneva i keep quiet its nt cos i hv nth to say n its nt cos u win n i lost. hello. hw old r u la. sec 2 le can. immature brat. stop gettin into evryth i do n stop gettin in my face. i dun give a damn abt u so dun bother abt me la. wth. n dun act lyk ur my mum. lyk. tts e most irritatin thg la. lyk. she din even say anyth den u keep blabbering. n makin thgs worse. lyk. wth? ur YOUNGER den me. hu r u to lecture me la. n juz cos ppl say ur mature for ur age doesnt gif u e rights to come poking ur nose into evryth i do cn. n if u hv comments keep dem to urself la. if i wan dem i'll ask. i hv a mouth, incase ur too blind to take note of. n dun be so arrogant of ur life la. wth. juz cos my lifestyle's diff n my frens r diff it doesnt make us aliens can. n stop thinkin ur perfect la. n tt ur life is. ur so dramatic can. lyk. exaggerrating evryth. n cryin at evry single thg tt comes into ur way. wth. ur lyk. thinkin ur lifestyle is e one evry 1 shld b living n u look down on others la. so darn superficial. ugh. feel lyk slapping u. n i'll nt go on abt ur selfishness. n e sad thg is. u dunno tt u r. at least i noe i m. ur such a deluded person. ahah. pity u.

great. juz whn im done ventin abt my sis my mum has to come kb me. n guess wad. usually i'll b lyk. hv alot of thgs to say to her. n i'll at least show reaction la. bdn this tym i din. cos. I DIN EVEN NOE WAD SHE WAS KB-ING ABT. seriously. i dun even noe wad she was sayin la. she was lyk. ranting ranting ranting. n im convinced she's insane la. reli insane. so anw. she was screaming her head off n poor thg. i wasnt even listening. so apparently, if i wasnt listening, hw can i react. so yah. i juz sat there stoning n she lost it. yupp. she started sayin if she cant control me den blablabla. den wad dun force me to do it. etc etc. i only heard tt la. so i din exactly noe wad she said. but its lyk. 4gt it. i gave up. she wan she go think wad she wants. i gt nth to say to her anw. n if she werent my mum i'll b screamin all sort of thgs here. but i'll juz ren n write evryth out on a piece of paper den tear it up ba. haha. wadeva la. i cant b bothered with ppl hu escaped frm mental hospitals. im nt tt free to entertain dem. i juz dun getit. lol. wad e hell was she kb-ing abt. ahaha. i dun even noe wad she's pissed at la. anw. she despises my frens. yah. wow. lyk i care wad she thinks abt dem. she love dem or despise dem wun affect hw i treat dem la. n so wad if u love lyn's perfect little lifestyle. n u love her frens. lol. so wad. too bad la. u cant make evryth under r control. u take it or leave it. n its juz so sad for u tt mine is so diff frm lyn. anw. hu cares. u dun see my frens. they're mine not urs. n u only see me for 3 or 4 hrs per night. n i'll b watchin tv or in e room la. n u'll b outside with tt dog. so i dunno y ur so bushuang with it la. so yes. im nt gonna rant abt u. i juz cant b bothered to. n its nt my fault tt we're nt as close as u wan us to b. cos b4 we can b close u hv to drive this wedge bwtn us. anw. i gave u[ tryin to b close to u lyk. hw many million yrs ago le la. so im used to it lorr. its ur prob tt ur nt. so y dun u juz cont ignoring me n dun bother abt me n i dun bother abt u. juz cos i fainted once doesnt mean u hv to suddenly care abt evryth im doin. n i noe u think i hv a bf. lol. i dun. so if u wanna think i hv den tts ur prob. n e sad thg is. if u think i hv, tts r prob.