lol. i juz erased this whole load of vulgarities tt i spent 30 min typing. ahah. i started typing all sorts of crap here. to vent la. den nw.. can consider my situation stable le ba. i think. wadeva la. this is e worst day of my life. hmm. nt reli la. but hu cares la. anw. b4 sch ended was ok de. except a few irritating thgs frm those 2 gays, [ e & x ] it was... ok la. lol. recently [e] keeps sayin tt i look sad. hmm. maybe i do. aha. was i eva cheerful b4? dun think so lorr. unless e impression he has of me is cheerful de. tts y he say i look sad. hmm. nvm. n e fact tt we had to sit und e hot sun aft recess. free tanning la. wth. n den in frnt of me n min was tt lard la. den we 'reserved' tt place for [e & x]. but they refuse to sit there. den they went bhd us. den dunno cos of wad [x] started bob-ing. so i threw my wallet at him la. wldnt hv missed.. if he din move away. so it ROLLED bhd dem den. think andrea pick up la. den they were amazed tt it was billabong or sth la. wadeva. but zhiwei's a nice person. better den eugene anw. at least he din listen to [e] n threw it back to me. hahs. hmm. other den tt. today act kinda ok de lor. esp durin geog. whn we went crazy over teletubbies or however u spell it. think we freaked mr ng out? lol. audrey la. lol. she's cute lehh. ahhaha. fat n chubby n cute. HAHA. den aft sch had this intuition tellin me nt to go band. but den. we tot it was compulsory la. n anw. even if it isnt. i still need to go la. lyk. dumb section IC. n deb had rem. den peirong nt ard. n whn i forced peirong into teachin our junior, i was alr engrossed with e piece. so i din leave la. n anw. e way peirong teach she might as well leave him there to rot. her method of teachin is. he sit there. play his own thg. she sit somewhere else, playin her piece. but. i din wanna teach la. so i juz slacked ard. n yah. broke e band rules agn. den deb came. n she left. n i seriously hate tching. esp whn u've done so for e past 2 yrs. n need to repeat evryth agn. n i wasnt in e mood to go care la. bands alr this close to falling apart anw. so i left peirong n jiajun alone too. juz occasionally go bother bout dem la. den ended up in e band room enjoyin aircon. n doin wad e sec4s always do. mostly slack n crap la. esp whn joel n wx is inside. den me n denise started drawing on e board. den they decided to let band off early so ask e rest come in n combine. den. tt bloody christopher started 'fightin' with me la. tts hw i ended up with this black marker ink on my sleeve. hurled alot of words at him. thx alot la. but anw, he has a green marker ink. x)) ha. but. kla. my mood wasnt tt bad yt. lol. maybe its pms. ahhaha. nvm. but anw, was pissed at sth else la. but juz ren lorr. den i only started gettin v irritated whn tt dumb jacob used tt drum stick n started hittin us la. lyk. juz cos we're in front of him. n it was combine. n i was tryin to play la. den tt stupid jiajun refuse to try to play n instead tt _ing guy decided to act pro n haolian n ugh. wadeva. WADEVA. dun wan say le. or i'll burst a blood vessel n die. nt worth it. esp not over tt guy. ugh. i wan him out. heh. n its most likely tt he will b. lol. nvm. i wun care. im nt gonna think abt it. den aft tt was complainin to peirong n jia jun. den tt gay joel screamed euphonium. screamed back la. duhh. den. denise lost her wallet. n she drag me out to find la. so i ask jj to hlp me keep instrument. den whn i cameback it wasnt kept yt la. so i kept it. den was e last to keep la. duhh. i wasnt ard can. den tt gay scream euphonium agn/ lyk tts my name la. n e entire band was quiet except for e both of us screamin at each other. so darn AA lorr. n aft tt. e stupid remote control refuse to off e aircon. den joel din let me n denise go. cos no 1 pei him except for e wx. anw. had to wait for zoee la. so din reli mind. but e control reli... ugh. but we kinda crapped la. so. wadeva. in e end. dunno wad joel did but it got fixed. think he switched mode. n note to self: e mode's 56 or 65. sth liddat. -_-. den. had to carry this bunch of thgs home cos zoee came n passed dem to me. some is give deb de la. so tml still need to brg to sch. was kinda irritated. so. i juz got more irritated. din mean to. lol. tt doesnt mean i've stopped complain abt tt guy k. i was still. den jy was there. so i sorta.. dumped evryth i was carryin onto her. lol. haha. nw i think tt was abit spoilt. but hu cares la. lol. wad's done is done. heh. n i've got tons of hw lorr. lyk. wth la. n its all phy. calculations. i hate tt la. wth. phy wb phy ws phy tys. wads this la. evryth oso hv lorr. crap. i dun wan do la. bdn tuo v long le. no choice lorr. sad. arghh. nvm. i wanna go watch tv. heh. den can go relax. haha. anw. i did e 73-136 thg agn. lol. guess its fated ba. its meant to b liddat le. think only zoee gets wad i mean. haha. n i did it twice. same result, same ans. lol. k. so now i noe.