wtf. ugh. my mum is screwed la. lyk. if she wanna kb me can at least find sth to kb me abt. n nt juz randomly pluck some subj off e air n start yellin at me la. lyk. wth? hu cares abt those damn lights la. lyk. wow. on a few hrs will spoil or burn a hole in ur pocket liddat. n its lyk. she came down juz to kb me abt lights la. nice topic to kb on huh. n she reli is pluck some random subj to kb me de lorr. cos if she was reli pissed whn i kb back she will hv thgs to say rite. n she din la. she was lyk. speechless den anyhw chg subj or any crap some stupid reason come out. den she started sayin i v rude la. n its nt lyk e 1st tym i ding zui la. juz cos recently she nv kb me den i nv argue back she missed it izit. or she 4gt i use to argue back. bet she did. lyk. my fault i hv only 2 eyes to look at e com den no eyes to go see if e lights on mehh. n i was in e room la. hw i noe e lights outside still on. den leave on until i wanna slp den off oso cnt la. n if she saw e lights on she herself can off rite? y muz b me la. i knew she was lazy oso dun nid liddat de lorr. ugh. suddenly feel lyk writin a whole load of vulgarities. bdn. i'll refrain la. show her im nt 'illbred' wth. even if is ill bred is oso she raise me up de la. wth. n i cant believe she act kb me becos of lights. yah. lights. e lamest reason to kb any1. lyk. she saw me on e phone, saw me on e com. she din say anyth. n she got so much to say bout lights. n i knew i shld hv juz shutup n let her banther on. bdn. dunno y. maybe cos found e thg too ridiculous le. so cnt control den argue back or wad la. i dunno. cos, if ur parents kb u, e best thg to do is shut up n let dem fin, or else frm a hr long session, become a 5 hr long session. n my tym too precious for her to waste la. she wan waste tym waste her own. anw. wanted to blog bout gg to watch tt movie de. end up venting. n e bloody thg is. she go hang e phone call with anet la. say tt i ding zui can at least do it discreetly n nt infront of e phone where my fren can hear. den tt anet still go say my mum kb me v funny. lyk ahma's mum liddat. feel lyk slappin her. ugh. wadeva la. gt so pissed for wad. bet she moodswing or menopause. ^^ nvm.

anw. wanna run away frm reality la. lol. maybe tts y i din wanna go home early la. lyk . purposely take 136. haha. longer route home. hmm. cos whn im home lyk.. all those thgs come back la. den e closer i m to home e more frustration, stress, etc etc there is. n it seriously sucks. n i juz managed to push evryth all on a few days la. so at least hv thu free to slack at home, my fav activity. ^^ den nw thu got band. lyk. my entire hols no tym to slack at home la. wad kind of hol is this la. den i wun hv tym to watch xuetianshi la. uh lele. y cant hols extend to 2 wks. den i can slack at home for another wk. ^^. k, i noe. im weird. i love stayin at home. so deal with it. hmm. ugh.

y cant life b simpler. y cant there b lesser thgs to do, y cant there b mor tym. y cant tym juz stop n let ppl rest, cos im reli reli reli tired, n im sick of all __ thgs. im sick of those expections. i dun wanna care wad _ think. so stop givin me ur opinions. n stop givin me those ____ look. stop wedging me in bwtn. juz leave me out of evryth. let me b antisocial. its so much nicer den this.