Wednesday, April 12, 2006

hmm. today's... eventful? haha. k, it was overwhelming. lol. i dunno wad hpn, bdn aft pe i was lookin for my hp, apparently i suddenly missed it alot n wanted to do sth with it la. either sms or wadeva shit la. den i cldnt find. so i freaked awhile.. den i gave up lookin for it. n sat dwn n tot for awhile. den reality sank in den i jumped up n screamed tt i lost my hp n guess wad. e entire class gave me blank looks. den they started sayin i scam cos i was laughin n smiling away.. den blablabla. n i reli lost it la. a few of dem hlp me check thou. as in check my bag n stuffs.. den whn it was confirmed tt it was reli missing, i freaked. i sat den n juz.. stared into space. they tot my reaction v weird thou. but i cant hlp it. tt tym my ic disappeared den jy was e 1 freakin n hlpin me find while i juz sat there n stoned. hmm. den i din noe wad to do la, so i juz used audrey de hp n kept callin my hp. hmm. thx to alvin, audrey eugene they all.. i was.. uh.. hmm. calmed? lol. i dunno la. wasnt thinkin anw. den maths mr tan was lyk.. wenqi.. if u keep stampin ur feet there's gonna b a hole on e ground. n i totally wasnt payin att n he din bother bout me cos he knew i was freakin bout sth. i mean, hu wun whn there's some1 prac screaming how how how infront of u. so yea. n durin lesson this women called back, immediately aft i wrote a prayer in audrey's paper. so i was lyk.. i believe in miracles. yah. den i ans in class. but mrtan was comin so i freaked n juz said i'll call her back. hmm. im juz damn lucky or my phone's my lucky charm. haha. but i spent e entire mornin freakin la. heh. den aft sch we had band.. n i hate solos. or soli. wadeva. mr tan stared at me, k, he was infront of me but still, he was lyk.. ugh. givin all those att to euph section,. but he always look at 1 person de la. so he aimed me today. oh wait, he aims me most of e tym. cos there's only lyk, me n deb? ohyah, happy bday to deb. lol. was sayin tt its no wonder y i lost my hp today cos its her bday. hahaha. kk, nvm. so yah. but its e 1st tym play until got so much.. ganqing la. lol. evry1 will do tt whn he fix those eyes on u. uhhuh. lol. den b4 pop ended i ran out of sch le. gt my hp. x)) haha. den met zoee n had dinner. lol. reached home at 9. haha. anw, kind ppl rock. lol. i got my hp back. haha. durin recess anet was lyk tellin me she lost her phone at 1st she'll b lyk.. oh, okay, no big deal. den ltr she will go think bout stuffs.. den lyk.. her inbox.. her pic.. etc. so i was lyk. anet, ur not hlpin. cos she made me think bout wad i had in my hp. lol. but act, e only impt thg in there is my zijingzhidian de videos only. ^^ whaha. n.. some inbox stuff ba. those gan ren n lame stuffs. lol. but i wasnt tt sad bout losin my hp cos tt means i can gt a new 1, n it oso means tt i dun hv to del those smses. haha. cos if i lost it i wun hv to go del it myself. heh. hmm. i got e feelin im crappin le rite. lol. shimin la. nv come sch. no wdr so many thgs hpn. -.-" lol.
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