great. took me 10 mins to fig out my new pw.
hahas. i have lots of thgs to blog abt. but becos they're too much, i suddenly feel v sian n i dun feel lyk bloggin bout dem le.
i dunno wad tts supposed to mean. but..
ohwells.
hmm. nvm la. some thgs shld juz b kept in ur head.
n others.. juz too lazy to type.
with e exception of my results la. they were sorta.. worse den i expected.
n i alr expected v bad le.
my L1R5's 30.
tts nice.
n its lyk. i've nv gotten an A1 for 4 yrs.
n so nw i've got it for eng n guess wad.
i had to go do badly for e rest.
its lyk i rather not gt a 1 n pass e rest.
at least my l1r5 wld b much lesser.
okay. wad can i do nw anw.
kinda wasted e whole day cos my face was black.
hmm. i reli dunno wad to tell my mum la.
lyk whneva she predicts i'll do badly, i do.
i hate showin her she's right.
n i tried so much to prove her wrong.
but imagine doin maths n amaths paper whn u've only gotten 3 or 2 hrs of slp.
so its not surprising i had this many careless mistaks right?
i dunno. im convincin myself anw.
oh right, consoling.
but its lyk. results still suck la.
whn my common test was kinda gd.
this shows my sec 3 work sucks lyk shit.
great. nvm.
i'll do well for prelims. uhhuh.
feelin kinda stressed nw. cos evry1 seems so serious.
i wasnt stresed bout chi cos i g.u.h. on tt.
[Gave Up Hope]
bdn whn ppl started sayin left with 11 more days. esp tt jkml,
i got worried. so wad m i nw.
hais. wadeva la.
e more i think bout it e more freaked i gt.
n e more hopeless n pathetic i seem.
den e more dep i gt.
n ryt nw i dun wanna feel dep.
esp not whn midyrs was juz over.
this is e most dep post mid yr i've had.
n it sucks.