yay. im relievin stress here. ^^. e reason y im evn studyin chem is cos i'll hv lots of rewards if i pass. yepp. i've nv passed chem b4. aha. i mean, class test hv la. lol. but tts crap. n i rather sit for 100 lemchenchen's paper den sit for 1 fuckin mol paper. tts chem, btw. i cant hlp it tt e moment is see e word 'mol/dm3' i blank out. n e moment i see anyth to do with eqns n mols i freak. n whn i freak i cant und e qn. so i end up freakin more. den i'll go crazy n skip e entire qn. so it isnt exaclty my fault i fail chem u noe. lyk. wanna blame den blames moles la. they freak me out. i cant hlp it. ohwell. cursing e examiner to b mole ridden for life. hahahaha. serve him/her right la. moles sucks lo. heh. dunno la. my tys is infrnt of me la. open to e mol chapt. den i see e 1st qn n i cant even und it le. not to mention e fact tt i alr hv prob und-in chem lang le. means dey gif shit lyk NaCl + sthsth --> sthsthsth +sth sth. den wad mixture crap. yah. i alr hv prob with tt la. ugh. anw, im juz preventin myself frm thinkin too much. cos im on e verge of gg into dep over results.. -.- yah. results. kinda dumb. so i dun wanna sink into it. which is y im tryin nt to think bout hw badly im gona do for midyr. i'll prob only pass ss hist eng chi. amath n geog.. i MAY pass. den math n phy is lyk. confirm fail le. yup yup. esp e phy. mygawd. she thinks we're doin alvls paper or sth la. left more den half e paper blank. n i put in most effort for phys somemore la. den still fail. ugh. n my chem.. lol. i dunno. so. i'll do v badly. but its my fault cos i reli nv study for midyr lorr. started studyin at 9 or 10 evryday. den stop at 3 liddat. den slp for lyk.. 3 pathetic hrs only. n i keep watchin tv la. lyk. whn there's nth nice on tv, there reli isnt any show. once there is sth nice, all e shows start popping up. so i hv nt enough slp n din study enough. so kinda serves me right thou. hmmmmm. ohwell. whatever. i'll study b4hand for my prelims. haha. hopefully la. keep sayin i'll chg but i dun. hmm. nvm. for prelims i shall. heh. no wait, i better. anw, usually whn its math exam i'll dream bout math n come up with funny equations, like jolene, but mine is abt animals, n this tym i din. n guess wad. i did it for my geog. cos i reli cldnt absorb. so i gave up n went to slp. n i dreamt abt it. so whn i got woken up, instead of sayin crap lyk 10elephants2 +dolphines etc etc i ranted my entire essay on ss. yah. ss. wtf la. i was tryin to memorize geog n whn i woke up i ranted bout ss. n i got all my poins right too. ^^ lol. no wdr nth cld go in. my brain capacity is full. hahah. ohwell. anw, think i break enough le. lol. 4i de ppl gd la. midyr end le. den we still muz chiong. ugh. dun care. tml im gona celebrate. heh. den i shall hv my retail therapy soon. whahahaha. anw, 5day weekend ma. =p