i noe i practically vowed not to go blogger b4 prelims end. but i'm too bothered to care anw. haha. bothered bout lots of stuff. hmm. actually. only 2 major stuffs la.

im listening to e "mee siam mai hum" song. lol. its outkast's my humps. den this guy changed it to mee siam mai hum. mai hum mai hum my hum. lol! its damn hilarious. today we went grp study. and alvin played it. and its damn hilarious. ohyah. we smuggled sweets and all sorts of crap into the lib. it was damn hilarious. most hilarious was audrey la. as usual.

anw. i've always complained whn its e hols and i nv get to stay home? yupp. im gonna complain again. this entire dumb holiday, i haven stayed home for a single day. at all. thats why the sept hols 2006 S.U.C.K. i din get my fav resting, slacking, staying-at-home-doing-nth-and-sleeping-in-waking-up-late habits that i've been doing since the moment i remembered how to think. kinda weird la, but i've nv liked gg out every single day during hols cos my idea of a holiday is staying at home glued to the couch watching non stop cartoons and animes and soap operas and eating ben and jerrys ice cream.

unless i get to b like a certain hilton and enjoy the high life. gg to red carpet events and shopping at marc jacobs, montblanc, burberrys and yadiyada. haha. im day dreaming agn.

i wanna go nyc! ugh. y y y y y y cant i. and aft o lvls my parents r flying me off to some ulu place in china. did i mention immediately aft o lvls. like. i cant even get a day to relax and poof, im in china. and of all places china. hmm. yah, its for my grandparents sake so i shld just 'shutup'. i intend to 'shutup' whn im actually on the plane. now i intend to yak all i want since its not like they'll read it and, they know how much me n my sis hate gg china.

i just realised its directly aft hist paper. which means aft studying maozedong and liu shaoqi and whatever, im off to see wad they did to their country. wow. great way to forget my o lvl stress. i bet whn i reach china i'll b blabbering on abt their hist. reason: mental-aft-hist-essays-case. den e 'nurse' will reli call anet n chey. n den i'll reli b shen jb.

and yah. im supposed to vent my frustrations here. not blab on bout nonsensical depictions of mylife. im _ing stressed. cos i've only got 2 days to study phy chem ss math, and i dun see how i can do all of it, even if im hooked on caffaine and grind on 48 hrs without sleep. its just impossible. there's like so much stuff to und, memorize, read, etc. i need a click remote. x)) so i can slow down time b4 exams and cram all i want at my own pace. haha.

k. 2nd thing im pissed off about. my mum and my sister went to eat fish and co. and shopped today. without me. yah. n they knew i had tuition today. they knew it yet they went. and i tot they just went to eat fish n co. so i just pretended like i din noe anyth. so at 9 i was like. y havent they come home. at 9.30 i got irritated. 9.45 i got pissed. but i refused to call them. and 10+++ they came home. happily laughing and chatting away, HOLDING A BUNCH OF BIG SHOPPING BAGS. all from iora. and some from dunno where dunno where dunnowhere. i just noticed iora la. like duhh. how could they go there without me.

and to think i was slogging my heart out in tuition while they were shopping. and i told them to go tml cos tml i can. but my selfish little sister insisted on gg today. leaving me miserable and suffering. and when she came home and saw my face she was like, oooh, some1's jealous. eff.

but i got my revenge. haha. she wanted prac all of my hp's mp3 songs. and i refused to give it to her. i was like, one song for 10 bucks. that or nth. and she insisted she bought pokey for me. and whn i asked "ur money?" she was like, no, mum's. so hmph i went and slammed my phone shut. haha. mean little me. but she deserved it. lol. but im still pissed la.

oh wow. this entry's long. haha. k. im off. gona see if i can study. haha.