Saturday, September 16, 2006

pls. get me out of my sister's mouth range. she's spraying all sorts of saliva onto my poor pathetic smooth white hands. and she's actually doing it on purpose. and wenlyn, since u can see this, pls, GO AWAY. u dumb nincompoop of a freak. i mean it, ass hole, GO AWAY. go. ok. i admit im a lousy speller on my blog, so go away, and I WUN DELETE THIS, ok. can u go now.

feel like slapping tt ass. anw. i juz came back. home, i mean. and im so shagged. lol. i slept for 13hrs. and i cld hv slept more if a certain some1 din wake me up. all i've been doing e past wk is pia. but e prob is, im treating prelims like midyr or endofyr exams. so actually, im not gonna do well for prelims, so i can kiss my 1st 3 mths goodbye. and i can also kiss my -2 points goodbye too. its a sad thing. but i refuse to go all drastic and drappy over it. so im looking on e bright side and decide to study extremely hard and early for olvls since all i did this time was study 12hrs beforehand. its sad, its hard, but i can do it.

yupp. i better.
hopefully, my parents can see also look on the bright side and not kill their precious little daughter before she does her o.

anw. i saw the letter c.tan wrote. the 1 on the 4E5N grad, on the end of yr service for sec 1 to 3, on the parent teacher conference for sec 1 to 3. and i felt damn sad. cos suddely i feel so out of the sch. i mean like, everyth's happening too fast. it feels like we just turned sec 4s. and suddenly we're alr finishing prelims. and soon o lvls. and then grad, and then we're waiting for our results. and then we're on to our seperate lives. k, forget it. i wun get sappy here. haha.

im supposed to b on amaths now. i just realised i dunno lots of stuff. so. die. poof goes my A. hmm. at this rate, i'll only get a B and above for eng. the rest all C and below. shit la. ohwell. i cant believe my sis's in sec 2 but is studying nearly everyth im studying now. cedar's scary.

did i mention im still cold? haha. the moment i woke up in an a.c. room, i went into another a.c. room to study. den i went to bathe [in cold water] and got up a fucking cold bus. like its no wonder why im freezing now.