why isit that during my cousin's o levels, nth goes on and she can study, but when it comes to me, there has to be so many things going on. 1st my cousin's wedding. but thats okay la. since that was weeks ago. den next wk there's another wedding. by another cousin. and did i mention that day will be 1 wk before os. ohyah. and directly aft os theres another wedding. so many ppl's getting married. yet the gov says no one is. wow.

den today, when i decided to finally get down to studying chem, i went for the test drive. hello. and my dad wants to get a new car. but guess wad? it aint a mercedes. its a TOYOTA. (cue: screaming) no it isnt toyota lexus. i wish. its toyota camry, with the features of toyota lexus. wads e point of getting a toyota with lexus's features, but is a camry on the outside?

and the cost of the car is equivalent to merz C class, BMW 5series, ferarri, jaguar, and the vi-sth cars. den he might as well get a mers C class laa. i mean like, who really cares and knows that the car is the top end of toyota when it looks like a plain, simple, normal, ordinary car. right?

im not sayin the car sucks. cos actually, the inside's pretty cool. everyth's automatic. and i love the stereo system inside cos its that damn good, and the WINDOWS ARE TINTED, i've been dying for a tinted window, and everyth's seriously automatic. and luxurious. but its looks like some normal car lorr. not to mention is has the ever-ugly toyota logo in front. yah. the logo. one big patch sticking just infront of the car. like that. one big patch. ugly ugly ugly.

bdn i like the bluetooth thing. lol. sync ur hp to the car, and whn someone calls u, u can just talk liddat. the stereo will auto shut down, and u can hear the person's voice talking to u liddat thru the stereo, and u just talk into the air and the speaker will pick it up. DAMN COOL LA. u dun need to press anyth lorr. wth. den if the car speeds up to 50km/h, the doors will auto lock. and when the car stops, it will auto unlock. and the mirrors will go tinted when its too bright.

and u dun need to insert the key to ignite the car. just leave the remote in ur pocket and when u go near the car and place ur hand on the handle, it unlocks. den when u sit in the driver's seat, just press the "start engine" button, den can drive alr. its damn cool la. but freaky. cos when u lose the remote, thats the end of ur car. its all automatic and sensored. which is y i said its that damn good. except. ITS A TOYOTA.

my dad nv believed in jap cars. seriously nv nv nv believed in jap cars. nv even bothered to look at them. someone must have brainwashed him. i knew it. but he's damn awed by the car and he apparently fell in love with it. so did my mum. i only like the inside, hate the outside, esp the toyota logo, which looks like some damned slimming pill, but my sister totally hates the car. we were like, UR BUYING A TOYOTA?!!! den i stared at my dad and ranted for 5 mins and sat down and pouted, while my sis carried on ranting for hours. she wasnt even impressed by its features.

so now because of her, he's having second thoughts. but its v obvious he's in love with the car la. its like his 2nd wife or sth. thanks to my sister. but im a nice daughter. if he likes it, i'll shut my comments about it being a TOYOTA, and pretend to luuurve it. but the moment i turn 21, im getting a merz S class. hmm. maybe i'll start with a merz E class, den upgrade to C class den to BMW 7 series, den to S class den to jaguar. its v song la. but i fell in love with the jaguar logo 4 yrs ago and im still obsessed over it. as for my sis. she'll just have to deal.

and i'll just pretend it aint a toyota. i'll pretend its a slimming pill logo. so my dad's driving a slimming pill car. HAHAHAH. but he's going to sell the car we have now. damn sad la. say bye bye to the merz and say hello to toyota. lol. our car now is only worth 10k. which isnt even enough to pay the downpayment for this dumb toyota. and it aint worth keeping also. cos u need to pay a few thousands to the govt for keeping the car per yr. i think.

so, means when i go work, my starting salary must be at least 5k. den whn im in my 30s, it'll have to b 20k. cos there's the downpayment for the car, den the mthly installments, den paying the govt yearly for the car, den e liscense, den the petrol, den the phone bills, den the electricity bills den the water bills, den the downpayment for a house, the installments, the bank, and then there's food and drinks, and clothes, and shopping, and mp3, hp, whatever. eew. 20k isnt even enought la. ohmygod. i might as well go rob a bank. no wonder every1 says money is nv enough. k. it sucks to be an adult. wad if i end up being only a manager in some small company. ohgod. den my salary will b a pathetic 10k. huh. the future's so so howwible. n im freakin out. so i shld go study wad i can now right. den go jc and u den take my masters and doc. den my last resort will b a prof. that way i can easily secure 100k alr. ^^ hahahahaa. bdn i'll b studyin like some psycho. ohwell. no pain no gain. haha.