yes!! end of chinese. hahah. now i can officially throw my chi stuffs awayy!!! uh, whatever there is to throw.

i just recovered from stomach flu today. or actually, yesterday. then we went crystal jade today. pretty smart huh. so sat n sun i totally din study at all. just laid in bed whole day. and yupp, for once i vomited and din cry. hahaha. i vomited twice too. -beams. hahahahaha.

i cant help having phobia of crying right. so anw. today, thank god, i was okay. and chi was... hmm. no comments. then aft tt when i wanted to study at night, my grandparents went for a wedding dinner. [see. alot of ppl r getting married.]

den my parents wanted to bring us out to esplanade to eat. but i was throwing a fit cos i din study at all and was kinda grouchy, so we went tpy. wanted to go sizzler. ended up in crystal jade. cos sizzler was closing early.

and yah. i was actually throwing my tantrum all the way in the car to the hotel to tpy. but so was my sis. she was thowing her usual fit of gg to the usual high end dining crap. but since im having my dear lovable o levels, they listened to me. AND GAVE HER 50 BUCKS. just to shut her up. like. wow, my parents are sooo fair.

but i din regret gg out la. cos its not v often we go out like this on weekdays. lol. i was walking behind. and i suddenly tot my family looked damn perfect. [prob cos my parents were both in their working suits thingy]. i hardly think that way. so i was kinda.. amazed by it. which kept me in a good mood and refrained me from yelling at that brat of a sister.

then we were all joking and laughing. so yah. add this and that and thats what u get. i should stop being ungrateful and "spoilt". i mean like. i've actually got quite alot alr. wow. scary. i actually thought that way. sheesh. shut up, wenqi.

anw. i just realised how diff my sis n i r now. for her and her frens, hols means doing some new activity. she windsurfed before. and her frens do stuff like dance classes or pilates or what la. and for me, they look for jobs.

it just suddenly dawned on me that we're THAT diff. kinda sad la. since we used to do things tgt and she's usually behind me. ohwell. lol. tml's chem pract. haha. wish me luck.