Thursday, March 08, 2007

2nd day of sch. only after 3 months, do i feel that im leaving phs. now i noe how anet n chey felt. cos they went for 1st 3 mths, and felt this whole ordeal earlier then me. cos all i felt was that it was another ordinary phs dec holiday kinda stuff. bdn since starting sch, i actually feel that heartache.

innova has accepted my appeal. ohright. i got posted to tampines jc. -we are the TPJCians, we r e TPJCians- hahha. cant get that cheer out of my mind. the funny thing is. when i was in tpjc, meaning ytd and today and the posting day, all i was obsessed with, seriously obsessed, was to get the hell outta tpjc. bdn, ever sice innova called me today, all i have been wonderin is whether to get out. i dunno wad i wan either.

cos actually. tpjc's... alright. yah, im surprised too. i shldnt have given it a chance in the 1st place. cos i did, and now i dunno wad to do. im stuck in the middle. if it werent that far, seriously, i swear, i'll be very happy to b in tt sch. kla. prob its cos 1st day of sch and i alr found a so called clique, and tt the orientation was fun, e ppl there r fun, and e sch's big, and its a uh, gd sch? and i'm shou w e sch and stuffs.

e only prob is i need an hour plus to travel and that i dun exactly have e combi i want, but im ok with that, and that the sch has alot of malays its a big diff since in phs i hardly find any and here i find like, half e sch population? or even more. lol. i sorta, counted during our couple and mass dance. lol.

and. alot of ppl r tellin me not to leave. awww. includin that keith robinsons hardy amies guy. HAHA. i bet he misses me. lol! im still wdrin where he got my no frm. must b that camel. ohyah. i miss e robinsons ppl alot. alotalotalot. ashyura and another robinsons de is in innova la! haha. okay, malay, but i like her ma. haha. anw. innova has accepted me la. there isnt as many reason for me to go innova, but there isnt a single reason for me to not go there. uh, except e fact tt e ccas there suck.

shit la. im getting no where. now i dunno if i wanna leave tpjc not. ohyes, i love their cheer. haha. the super cute cheer. i wanna be a tpjcian. lol. k, nvm. tml's my last day anw. i'll go, and den see how. lol. tml's the wet games anw. shld b fun la. haha. bdn still... hiyoz. humans r nv happy. i bet there'll b ppl dying to be able to have e choice btwn 2 schs. bdn here i m antagonizing over it.

whatever it is, i'm still hoping nyjc will let me in. cos they start sch at 7.40 and its super near my house. n i can wake up at 7. whahaha.