i dun get it. i reli dun. guess some thgs in life u cant und. prob is. both anet n kl r liddat too. har har. e what, depressing moment of our lifes or wad. i mean, diff problems, same depression. except, kl's prob is so goddamnfucking dramatic.

i noe. kl's one is full of what would you dos. anet's full of you'll nv knows. im not gonna start another what ifs or what happens whn. there's enough drama going on everywhere.

and you noe what. u're always nv there. i dunno why, whn i said i'll leave u at the mrt station to wait whole day and night, i had to end up walking back so u wldnt wait there. i dun und y i nv mean what i say anymore. i dun even do what i say. and i dun und y i cant bear to do what i say. n i predict, mths or yrs frm nw, ur gonna leave me n i bet i'll be crying my hearts out. cos i believe in reality. and reality has proven ppl dun go more den 2 yrs. or at least, hardly do. plus e fact that we're so far away, and the fact that ur cca is so much more impt den me. not to mention that it sucks that everymorning we pass by each other on the trains, but yet cant even see or talk to each other. whn im gg to j.east, ur on ur way to m.bay. and whn im gg back to m.bay, ur on ur way home to j.east. and you noe what. our trains will pass by each other. but u dun see me and i dun see you. fine. nvm, thats ok. but leaving early frm ur cca wun kill u right. apparentaly it does. and apparently, we cant even stand 1 hr of each other b4 we end up arguing agn. then u'll get me to not b pissed at u and end up, we nv get anyth solved. so e nxt tym we see argue, everyth that wasnt solved comes up agn. and you know what. im sick of it. n im also sick of the fact that u always claim u replied me but due to network failure, i nv receive. and u expect me to believe all that bullshit. once, fine. all the time, if that isnt bull, i dunno what is. and its like, @#%&*#$&*#^&^&^*&**&^*$%**$%$#$%@%.

i've ran out of words, im done venting, im done w being irritated, im done w waiting all day for ur replies, im done w being ur little girl, im done w always being there for u, im done w all those waiting, im done w being so easily xing ruan. im done w being 2nd to ur dumb little cca. n im so done w all ur empty promises and sweet talk.

i just dun und. what may aaron n anet see in u.