i only managed to get pass ytd by switching off my phone the entire day. it stopped me from looking at it, from wishing i'll get a msg, from wishing it will ring. today, i left both phones upstairs. wun look at it, wun touch it.

must i do this everyday?

im emo-ish today. and so sick and tired of everyth. cant wait for midcourse to be over. only 10 days left till midcourse. i havent started studying. but i'll study. soon. today i guess.
motivation: 0727A, tioman ppl, and germany. germany seems so long away. sheesh.

and cos i was so sick of everyth, i iold my dad. aft midcourse, immediately aft, i'm gg DXO w **. havent tell ** yet. she'll prob jump and scream w joy or sth. maybe.
or maybe she'll say, ***, finally.

what will happen, if aft all these, i end up changing into someone v v diff from who i am now. by then, do i blame me? or you.

what happens, if aft all these, u no longer recog me anymore. den we cant even return to being frens. or do you like that.