the worst feeling in the world is not when you shilian. its when no one understands you. its having the person who unds u most leave.
e most painful pain in the world is not losing someone you love. its regret. e 2nd most painful is watching the one you love, love someone else.
e most tiring thg is not waiting for someone. its trying to hold on, keep telling yourself i'll be okay, keep showing the world you'll be okay.keep pretending, keep feeding yourself lies.
e most devastating that can happen is when u run out of lies.
e hardest thg to do is to feed yourself lies, when u dont even believe them.
e most hurtful thg is not having the person you trust most lie to you. its seeing a person leave, its seeing promises disintegrating right in front of u.
e most lonely feeling in e world, is when u have friends all ard you, but none of them really see you, or und you, and when they cant see what ur thinking. its also when they dont know what to say.

im so amazed at my capability to come up with this. i think i'll die of sadness.