hmm. i went to bed at 10+. den i keep turnin here n there. in the end i gave up. n my phone kept ringing anyway. den i went online. hmm.
mr tan. he said. if we get bronze its a miracle. n we dun even deserve a silver even if we really got a silver.
wtf is his prob.
its lyk he is our conductor. supposed to b encouraging us.
not making us feel lyk shit rite.
anyway lxp was juz kiddin ytd. i dunno y these dayys so short tempered oso.
hmm. den these few dayys ive been stayin till 8+ in sch to prac lorr. reach home damn late no tym to do hw. n now i got a big pile of hw. n on thu im juz gonna die infront of at least 4 teachers.
incl wendy tang.
i dun gettit lorr.
he juz told us we'll get silver.
n suddenly today he came in n said we cnt even get bronze.
12+ le. syf is TODAY. shit.
and its lyk. he wanna tell us changes can do it a week earlier rite. he told us today lorr.
wadeva.
i cn only play when i haf the mood. den i can sound lyk a silver or gold player.
if i no mood n kena scolded on that day.. i'll play lyk a cop player n suck lyk shit.
hmm. so tml he betta not scold us n try to bring the morale up.
n hopefully my bar 38 can play. n my b-flat r ok. n my high f can pitch. hmm. n jolene to relax. n hui kuoon to play her bar 50 n 34.
btw.. kl's present rox. its our gd luck charm. it help jolene when i pass it to her.
anyway really hope a miracle will hpn tml.
lyk orchid park.
frm lowest to highest.
cop to gwh.
i still cnt believe it lorr.
gwh lehhs.
arghhh.
