Wednesday, April 13, 2005

phs symphonic SILVER band

this is the best dayy of my entire life. ok. first tym i cried cos i was too happy. hmm. all those late nights n stayin in sch till 7+ or 8 juz for band n all those stupid crying n mr tan's stupid scoldings paid off. ytd i couldnt slp at all. at 1+ i tried to slp. [forced by anet] den every 5 min i keep wakin up. in the end cnt take it. at 5+ i woke up n slowly get ready 4 sch. really slowly lorr. but betta den zoee anyway. she cnt take it den 5.15 go cycle. n pass by my hse twice some more. crazy lorr. den later i keep prayin lorr. lyk. every where i go i juz keep prayin lorr. den aft chapel go band straight away. den we were gettin ready. n every1 was actin damn weird lorr. debbie was so irritated. hui kuoon was extra sott. peirong was extremely quiet. i dunno how i acted lahh. hahas. but anywayy. we were lyk.. dreadin the tym lorr. n tym pass so fast. n when we haf lesson tym pass so slow. den v fast 12 le. den mr tan told us to go buy milk to drink. -_-!! i dunno y... but anyway. later pastor wee came n pray 4 us. den later we go on the bus. i was lyk.. keep buzzing lorr. n debbie looked v scared. den she told me not to strain my lips. so i stop 4 a while. but in the end still cont. n usually joel n john v crazy de. den today they were lyk.. actually bearable. n nv kp so much. but i was really really scared. den later when we reach i saw alot of band uniform. hmm. bdn was too scared to go bother. juz got there, try to stay calm. den go tuning room to tune le. den later waited to go in. the other sch all play until v li hai lorr. n mr tan was still pointin out our prob this morning. so i was lyk. already half convince we'll get COP. den later our turn to go up.. the tier was so small. if our chairs push back a bit.. we'll fall. if move infront... instruments will fall. n when we rahearse we did things quite slowly. den there they announce so fast i hardly got tym to sit n flip my file lorr. den my stand was damn blardy low lahh. is lyk. wan me see mr tan den i cnt see my score le. but no tym to adjust. so i played by memory. sux lorr. n i flipped to my extra score lorr. the 1 without notes. by then i already lose half of my confidence. den durin the chnging of scores.. i tried to pull my stand up. n it was damn heavy lorr. so cnt pull up. den i was so pissed cos now i gotta play colonial collage with my memory agn. n my 108 cnt rmb lorr. so the entire chunk of 108 i stared at my score.. so i wasnt lookin at mr tan. i its damn obvious cos my entire euph tilted forward. dats hw low my std was. n mr tan muz b v happy. cos throughout the entire thing i was staring at him. wad other choice do i haf. either stare at him or the score. den directly in front of me were the judges lorr. 4/5 of them were bald. HAHAHA. but 2 r euph players. hmm. den by the tym we fin playin.. i was already gonna cry le. cos dat was not the best we could play. our best was on sat. when we sounded damn nice. den hui kuoon cried. debbie cried. cos its obvious the entire band was not happy with our performance. den mrs tan was there n she said we played well. ha.ha. so i walked out of the hall with my face damn black. cn imagine other bands laughing at us. n i already expected cop le lorr. den on our way back we were really quiet. 4 the first tym the bus was quiet. no 1 cheering, laughing lyk crazy, makin horny jokes, doing stupid stuff n screaming. we were juz v quiet. den later reach sch n keep instruments le den day ask hu wanna go back to listen to wad we wad. alot of ppl want. except me jolene zoee hui kuoon. i didnt wanna go cos i didnt wanna noe our results. but in the end i went. we waited v long den cn go in lorr. n we took the mrt btw. den when we went in.. our mood chg lorr. at 1st we were quite rowdy. den suddenly i tot.. if we get cop.. den v paisehx if we so noisy. so we all kinda sneak in liddat. den all the other sch were lyk.. tokin or screamin. v noisy lorr. they were enjoying themselves n were v relaxed. den we juz walk in v quiet. den later we say dwn.. den tym 4 results.. start frm band 75. i didnt expect so fast lorr. i tot start frm 61. i 4got we r second half. so i juz grabb hk hands den jolene grab mine. cos we didnt expect it. i didnt realise i squeeze her hand until v hard lorr. hahas. she nv complain mahh. den its lyk.. band 76.. squeeze harder. 77.. even tighter..78.. i was freakin. 79.. i was thinkin. every1 gold or gold with honours or silver. wad if we suddenly COP. how to react. cry, smile, sit there, pretend nv hear or wad. den i was finding a way. den later he said.[this 1 v qian bian] 'band no. 80.... can u al keep quiet?'. cos the hall v noisy. den we were lyk. shaddap n juz tell us our grade. den he say"band no. 80.. presbyterian high school......" [very very very long pause] i was damn sure we got cop. cos of his tone. n lyk.. he refuse to say wad we got liddat. "....silver" i waited for 5 sec b4 screaming. i wad grabbin hui kuoon hand until v tight lorr. den silver... i scrream n kinda twisted her hand. hahas. poor her. cnt believe it lorr. its lyk. not our best n yet we gt silver. if we did our best maybe gold lorr. but anyway we got our aim. silver. we got silver lorr. to other band not big deal. but we were screamin as if we were the best band liddat. den our row the ppl started crying. cos we were too happy. n aft dat. when we leave the hall, we were screamin n cheering all the way. i juz really nv expect it lahh. hmm. den i cry 4 nth on the aft. hmph. but its lyk.. silver.... mr ng was v happy oso. hahas. mrs ang n our seniors oso. frm COP to silver. not as nice as orchid park.. COP to GWH.. but still.. its gd enough. silver lorr. we keep screamin all the way. den the big bunch of us go j8. hmm. nearly the enitre band go j8 lorr. celebrate. but i still cnt believe it. liddat n syf is over. lyk v fast liddat. so fast n we got a silver. now syf over le. band v sian. nth to do already. but still. we manage to raise it to silver. den next tym we'll get gold. den gold with honours. band get silver. silver lorr. PHS symphonic SILVER band. =) phs symphonic SILVER band rawks.