got back chem n phy. n yes, i once agn managed to fail my chem. lol. dunno lehh. its lyk. thou u expected to fail, still will feel sad. i mean. alr expect to fail ma. y still feel disturbed. haha. but, yahla. maybe its cos. see e low marks den. liddat lorr. haha. oso dunno wad to say. but at least. SO FAR, failed chi n chem only la. lol. both start with c. n yah. no Cs YET. yupp. yet. v scared my math or a math fail. cos those 2... i reli reli reli dun wanna fail them la. haha. anw. tot of droppin chem. either totally drop chem, or drop both chem n phy den take sub. but liddat waste my phy. cos my phy's ok.. i think. at least. so long as no heat capacity la. den can le. lol. but. nvm. shall see my mid yr hw. haha. den. hope my ss can gt A lorr. den at least my combined humans can gt a A. at least nt so shi bai.. haha. my eng la. lol. 16. hw e hell i gt 16. i oso dunno. its crap la. but. my only consolation is. tt xavier isnt doin any better den me. hahah. i act did better den him for my phy n chem la. lol. so qi ji. n the ppl hu failed chem r e usual ppl lorr. haha. lyk. e nxt tym we gt back chem paper.. 1st reaction is go to those ppl den ask ard le. lol. xi guan le. haha. i think alvin's v... funny. lol. hmm. funny. haha. not haha those kind of funny la. think its weird de funny or wad la. see. my eng slack until i cant even find e right word. lol. nvm. ppl hu dun gt it ask min can le. haha. e convienience of havin some1 there to "explain" thgs for u. lol. but he's reli v funny lorr. esp e stupid way he was GLOATIN over my chi results n cursin min for hers la. lol. see ah, mine is 34. her's is 70. lyk. see e diff? its so big can. but its ok, i scored higher den him for phy. ahahhaaha. lol. anw. recently evry1's dep over their results. even thou they expect themselves to fail. lol. anw. my hp's screwed. haha. ignts la. my hp horr. hais. its irritating la. wth. i knew nokia was better den samsung. freak. anw. on my way to sch was listenin to my mp3 la. den e funny thg is, i wasnt in a happy mood so i wasnt keen on listenin to e fast songs la. den so hpn all e songs i listened to were slow n sad la. lyk. fits my mood lorr. so cool. haha. lyk. hw often does it hpn la. lol.
hmm. today was... ok lorr. haha. yupp. ok la. i managed to hide evryth. thou i almost broke down whn i heard ___ but. yah. i'll gt used to it de la. wanted to tok to ah ma bout it de. but lyk. cldnt find e tym la. den she n phebe chao. so.. i din say anyth in e end. n aft sch slack ard. den went home. so its considered gg home directly aft sch. cos we din manage to go anywhere. cos aft ah ma n hebe de thg.. den dey all left 1 by 1. act. no la. jolene left 1st. den i was lyk. extremely moody. n wanna freak le. so i juz suddenly came to a decision n left. den ltr anet pei wo. she say e rest go home. so at least. got anet pei me go home la. den v long nv tok to her le. so was thinkin of doin tt in e bus la. but in e end. oso din reli tok to her. cos willian went up e bus at e AJ there la. den he live my hse e opp there lorr. so. sorta got accompany le. until e bus stop somemore. kinda bad la. sorta bangseh anet. lol. but she say too early for her to go home ma. den. yah. anw. think he chged? more mature? i duno. hard to believe lehh. mature. lol. willian isnt = to mature. lol. yup. anw. i dun feel lyk gg out tml too. so. think i'll go band room cry my heart out or sth. haha. nah, nt tt psycho yt. i think. guess juz mop ard.. polish my euph or sth la. lol. e last tym i polished it was lyk. last yr can. n e fingerprints n dirt on it lyk shit liddat. n e silver cloth lyk. so darn ex la. oh wells.
i'll learn. i'll learn to conceal evryth. at least, until i can brg myself to spill.