UGH!!!!!
im screwed, ur screwed, everyth's screwed.
lol. hw messed up can 1's life gt. anw. lesson learnt. never, never, never say it cant get any worser. cos noe wad? 90% of the tym, when u say tt phrase, thgs juz get worser. n yah. i tot it only hpns in tvs la. apparently it hpns in real life. so yah. i was lyk. gaping at the mess. lol. i cant believe i single handedly created this. ahhahaa. i so pei fu myself. x)) im lyk. so lihai la. ppl take months to scheme this crap. n i juz took.. letsee. a few days? wks? n its so. foolproof. heh. n guess wad la. i dun lyk it. blech. crap.
anw. aft sch went j8. oh yahs. sch. lol. today's crap la. in morning assembly. my hp rang la. n i din noe it was my phone. cos e ringtone was damn obiang. cos. its alarm tone la. den only got 4 tones to chose frm. all suck la. but. i din noe i on alarm la. so it rang lorr. so darn freaky. but i din freak lehh. so qi ji. i was lyk. extremely calm la. den open my bag n off it. lol. den ppl ard me starin me lyk i grew 5 heads or sth. anw.. aft recess on mon is alr damn slack la. den today's lyk. exceptionally slack can. cos eng. is nw called slacking period. im lyk. damn disappointed la. 16. HAIS. my eng. 16. ew. lyk. hello. 16 lehhs. ah wells. icantdoanythbtit nw anw. but still... hmm. den. my chi. hahas. i failed. lol. but. surprisingly. i dincare la. ok. nt reli surprisingly. cos i din even gif a damn bout chi la. but den. my result. lost to xavier. hmm. if i failed but won xavier still can la. but i lost lehh. shibai. shi bai. shi bai. so yah. my lang. suck la. arghh. but anw. my hist. 18. x)) yay. lol. kinda.. surprising. but min still got higher den me la. n she used to borderline pass lorr. n i maintained. haha. but yah. im not disappointed with it la. if my ss can do well den at least i'll hv a A le. yay!! e last tym i gt an A was lyk. hmm. sec.. 2? or nv? lol. tts hw bad my results r. haha. but its over. wadcanido. haha. bdn horr. i reli duno bout my chi olvl la. lyk. i reli reli reli dunno. kinda. expectin myself to fail la. yup. tts hw low my morale is for my chi. hais. lol. anw. eng lesson we walked ard e entire sch. but its nt juz us la. lyk. evry1's walkin ard. n i cld hv squeezed marks for my eng la. but i was lyk. damn disappointed le. n anw. even if squeeze mark le so wad. e fact remains tt i gt 16 lorr. even if squeeze until gt 17 or 18 lyk. no point la. hahaha.
den. ya. finally. aft sch. went j8. look for presents.. and.. crap la. den. finally bought e present le. n while shoppin for it. i saw this thg la. n i tnk. my dep too much or wad la. i was lyk. thinkin of _ it for _. but. den i stopped myself. mainly cos i was. BROKE. n i din see e point. n y shld i. esp not aft the _ u _ me. so. yah. i din la. HAHAHA. den bought ahem e ahem le. den realised jolene nth to buy. lol. she's dumb la. serve her right for nt taggin along la. see la. dun follow e great wenqi. ahaas. so. yah. see hw la. maybe share with jolene den go get another thg. lol. waste tym. -_-. heh. im seriously seriously broke for this month. all thx to e stupid v-day. think ah. e ppl juz wanna waste our money la. den create this thg make us celebrate n buy la. lyk. so gu yi lorr. LOL. hais. feb, may, july. these 3 idiotic months. e months where i'll spend most la. esp may. lol. there's lyk. 15 ppl de bday. n ya. i'll seriously go broke. im lyk. dreadin those mths le. hais. lol. i wanna play pool!! haha. hmm. anw. aft tt min they all left la. den ltr jolene left. den ahma. den anet me kl walk to e busstop. n finally. anet took 88 n went home den i made kl pei me walk to amk. lol. frm j8 walk to there la. but. think we v long nv tok le la. so. its ok lorr.
n ya. my conclusion. today. is a v messy day. n its all wrong. so in other words, today is a wrong day. hahahaah. n i dun und myself anymore. neither do i und my feelings. nor do i und ppl. hah. hmm. wanted to chg blogskin de. but. lazy lahhs. n v tym consuming. so i'll do it whn im free. heh. cant believe i missed superstar.
at least talkin makes me feel lyk im doin sth to improve e situation. instead of shuttin myself up n moping ard pityin myself n feelin dep.thou. e fact is. im nt doin anyth to improve it, at least, i FEEL tt i m improvin it. so let me lie to myself for e last tym. n aft tt, i'll do sth. even if e sth is a harsh n painful 1, i'll ren. x))