"so, anyth u wanna discuss?" the teacher asked, a smile on his face.
all at once, a million thoughts exploded in her mind, emotions coursed thru her veins.
"no. nothing." she shook her head, smiling ruefully... and totally regretting it.
lol. tts so. exaggerated. haha. oh well. cny rocks la. haha. wasnt as boring or as bad as we tot. all 3 days went visiting. haha. so i din go min's hse for tt thg on the 3rd day. 1st day visit my mum's side de family. 2nd day visit dad's side. den 3rd day visit my. 1st grand aunt? lol. den went to my 3rd aunt's hse for steamboat. again. im sick of it. n there's another 1 comin up. on sat. at zongyang's hse. lol. im gg for my cousin's bday instead. hello. restaurant lehhs. haha. nvm. anw. aft the readin period which me n min din go for since mr ng tok to us, we went chapel la. lol. n its the first tym i sang. cos. phebe was beside me. haha. act. no la. cos she was crying. den was v dep. den i dunno y. oso became a bit dep. den sorta prayed for her? lol. ended up singing. haha. okays. nvm. hmm. i dunno wad to write. lol. im lost. i had lots to say de. until i went for tt dumb dinner den nw i 4gt. hahas. selective memory loss. yupp. im def sufferin frm tt. n i dun mind. ok. i mind. im tryin to rmb wad i wanna say. x(( nvm. all i noe is tt im nt in a gd mood. lol. i haven been in once since.. hmm. nvm. but anw. recess was v high. lol. screamin away agn. haha. irritated shimin. den we had the health checkups. den was highin ard e lib. n, gd thg is. i've decided. lol. where i wanna go la. lol. hmm. if im gg jc den think i go sajc. cos affilated ma. n the band's lyk. gold with honours la. lyk. omg. but. prac hrs v long. lol. mr ng said tt. he recommended. haha. nvm. he asked me go join westwinds too. but i'm aimin for sso. spore symphony orch. so. toobad. haha. if i can make it to jc la. lol. if i cant. which is most prob la. lol. den. i'll go.. tp? sp? i dunno,. i 4gt. but either of them de band's good. haha. oso accordin to mr ng. yup. n i'll go for mass com ba. lol. be journalist. n can publish creative writin oso. ahhaha. reminds me of tt dumb story. lol. took a yr la. n it SUCKS. ohwell. but eng need A1 or A2. n i cant make it la. im only a 3. x(( nvm. im crappin le. lol. cos i still cant rmb wad i wanna say. lol. selective memory loss. heh. im really good at runnin frm my probs la. until nw can block out the memory le. hahaha. pei fu myself. anw. phebe's really strong. tts all i can say la. lol. if its me. i dunno. haha. im nt as strong as i tot i was. lol. im pathetic. hahaha. i wanna go back to sec 2. or wasit sec1. anw. i realised la. sec 1 is happiest. followed by 2 den 3 den sec 4 most unhappy. ol. ppl is improve. mine is slacken. ok. there's no such thg as deprove. lol. im gonna score an a1 for my eng. im gonna start readin a dictionary. yup yup. read a dictionary. haha. some1 did tt la. n apparently, tt person failed. lol. ok. din fail . did badly. but maybe cos tt person wasnt exactly readin the dictionary. lol. wadmisayin. nvm. m i scary? lol. anet says i scare her. i mean. 1st day of sec 1 is uh. ok la. she scared me i scared her. but hello. now? im scary?? lol. nvm. okay. so. i still cant rmb wad i wanna say. n its lyk. 15 min later le. ohwell. btw. 16's finally mine. i took it frm lxp. he's taking 7 nw. ahhahaa x)) yay. lol. 4gt it la. i gif up. really pei fu my selective memory loss le. lol. im starting to think i have not a single romantic bone in me. ahhahahaa.
im reli disappointed la. i mean. i tot evryth was liddat -*** den now when i took a second look. it turns out, its no longer -***. sad la. but. theres other reasons y i prefer bein in sec 1 den in sec 4. n im nt juz tokin bout those stuff. infact. the proudest achievement wld b tt i got over those stuff. lol. i reli got over it la. at least. i think. or maybe im used to it? lol. no. i prefer thinkin i got over it. hahs. but anw. im disappointed la. with myself. lol. i think im lyk. becomin ***** le. lol. n oso ***. hahas. n more **********. lol. n my **** sucks. n so does my **********. n i dunno. evryth?? n letme see. since im criticizing myself. might as well do so all the way. hahas. lol. i **** so much ****** in *** * la. at least then my **** was ******** n thou it wasnt **** ******* at least i ****** ******. no wonder **** said i ****** ****** in ****** *******. hmmm. n im lyk. reminiscin of that. when i looked at those ********* den i saw. n im lyk. omg. so diff la. i cldnt recognize tt gal anymore. hmm. im ruining myself? maybe. juz lyk wad he said. im ruinin him. lol. althou i dunno wad he meant la. but at least i noe wad i mean. im ruinin myself. lol.
"having doesnt always mean its a gd thg. cos it represents havin e chance to lose it. not having doesnt always mean its a bad thg. cos it represents a chance to gain." lol. wanted to direct trans. but dun make sense. haha.
YOU. hais. im lucky im smart. haha. nvm. smart enough nt to believe u anw. x)) spared me all the pain. lol.
all at once, a million thoughts exploded in her mind, emotions coursed thru her veins.
"no. nothing." she shook her head, smiling ruefully... and totally regretting it.
lol. tts so. exaggerated. haha. oh well. cny rocks la. haha. wasnt as boring or as bad as we tot. all 3 days went visiting. haha. so i din go min's hse for tt thg on the 3rd day. 1st day visit my mum's side de family. 2nd day visit dad's side. den 3rd day visit my. 1st grand aunt? lol. den went to my 3rd aunt's hse for steamboat. again. im sick of it. n there's another 1 comin up. on sat. at zongyang's hse. lol. im gg for my cousin's bday instead. hello. restaurant lehhs. haha. nvm. anw. aft the readin period which me n min din go for since mr ng tok to us, we went chapel la. lol. n its the first tym i sang. cos. phebe was beside me. haha. act. no la. cos she was crying. den was v dep. den i dunno y. oso became a bit dep. den sorta prayed for her? lol. ended up singing. haha. okays. nvm. hmm. i dunno wad to write. lol. im lost. i had lots to say de. until i went for tt dumb dinner den nw i 4gt. hahas. selective memory loss. yupp. im def sufferin frm tt. n i dun mind. ok. i mind. im tryin to rmb wad i wanna say. x(( nvm. all i noe is tt im nt in a gd mood. lol. i haven been in once since.. hmm. nvm. but anw. recess was v high. lol. screamin away agn. haha. irritated shimin. den we had the health checkups. den was highin ard e lib. n, gd thg is. i've decided. lol. where i wanna go la. lol. hmm. if im gg jc den think i go sajc. cos affilated ma. n the band's lyk. gold with honours la. lyk. omg. but. prac hrs v long. lol. mr ng said tt. he recommended. haha. nvm. he asked me go join westwinds too. but i'm aimin for sso. spore symphony orch. so. toobad. haha. if i can make it to jc la. lol. if i cant. which is most prob la. lol. den. i'll go.. tp? sp? i dunno,. i 4gt. but either of them de band's good. haha. oso accordin to mr ng. yup. n i'll go for mass com ba. lol. be journalist. n can publish creative writin oso. ahhaha. reminds me of tt dumb story. lol. took a yr la. n it SUCKS. ohwell. but eng need A1 or A2. n i cant make it la. im only a 3. x(( nvm. im crappin le. lol. cos i still cant rmb wad i wanna say. lol. selective memory loss. heh. im really good at runnin frm my probs la. until nw can block out the memory le. hahaha. pei fu myself. anw. phebe's really strong. tts all i can say la. lol. if its me. i dunno. haha. im nt as strong as i tot i was. lol. im pathetic. hahaha. i wanna go back to sec 2. or wasit sec1. anw. i realised la. sec 1 is happiest. followed by 2 den 3 den sec 4 most unhappy. ol. ppl is improve. mine is slacken. ok. there's no such thg as deprove. lol. im gonna score an a1 for my eng. im gonna start readin a dictionary. yup yup. read a dictionary. haha. some1 did tt la. n apparently, tt person failed. lol. ok. din fail . did badly. but maybe cos tt person wasnt exactly readin the dictionary. lol. wadmisayin. nvm. m i scary? lol. anet says i scare her. i mean. 1st day of sec 1 is uh. ok la. she scared me i scared her. but hello. now? im scary?? lol. nvm. okay. so. i still cant rmb wad i wanna say. n its lyk. 15 min later le. ohwell. btw. 16's finally mine. i took it frm lxp. he's taking 7 nw. ahhahaa x)) yay. lol. 4gt it la. i gif up. really pei fu my selective memory loss le. lol. im starting to think i have not a single romantic bone in me. ahhahahaa.
im reli disappointed la. i mean. i tot evryth was liddat -*** den now when i took a second look. it turns out, its no longer -***. sad la. but. theres other reasons y i prefer bein in sec 1 den in sec 4. n im nt juz tokin bout those stuff. infact. the proudest achievement wld b tt i got over those stuff. lol. i reli got over it la. at least. i think. or maybe im used to it? lol. no. i prefer thinkin i got over it. hahs. but anw. im disappointed la. with myself. lol. i think im lyk. becomin ***** le. lol. n oso ***. hahas. n more **********. lol. n my **** sucks. n so does my **********. n i dunno. evryth?? n letme see. since im criticizing myself. might as well do so all the way. hahas. lol. i **** so much ****** in *** * la. at least then my **** was ******** n thou it wasnt **** ******* at least i ****** ******. no wonder **** said i ****** ****** in ****** *******. hmmm. n im lyk. reminiscin of that. when i looked at those ********* den i saw. n im lyk. omg. so diff la. i cldnt recognize tt gal anymore. hmm. im ruining myself? maybe. juz lyk wad he said. im ruinin him. lol. althou i dunno wad he meant la. but at least i noe wad i mean. im ruinin myself. lol.
"having doesnt always mean its a gd thg. cos it represents havin e chance to lose it. not having doesnt always mean its a bad thg. cos it represents a chance to gain." lol. wanted to direct trans. but dun make sense. haha.
YOU. hais. im lucky im smart. haha. nvm. smart enough nt to believe u anw. x)) spared me all the pain. lol.
