im quite irritated. you're everywhere. i go friendster, reply comments, view profiles, i see ur picture somewhere. either u added those ppl comments, or ur just appearing on their friendlist or, i dunno. UR JUST THERE.

haha. i told someone this. ur haunting me. haha. den tt person say im psychoing myself. i said its funny and it makes me sound cheerfulier this way.

hmm. i dunno why u called me. when i want u to call, whn im thinking alot, whn im missing u, u dun wanna call. whn i finally distracted myself, stopped myself frm thinking, busied myself, finally got happy, u call. i saw private no. calling. din think it wld be u cos, hey, u havent exactly been contacting me? den tada! its u. wow.

dunno wad to say now la. quite muffled. puzzled. dunno wad God wants. thgs nv go my way anw. 17 yrs of my life taught me tt. esp whn i rcv a msg, hope it u, turns out its nt. whn i dun think it'll b u, turns out it is.

hmmm. if u read this, if u do la. cos i think u'll nv anw. i noe wad ur gonna do. nv call agn. i know u la. even thou u've chged.

sth must have happened. u wldnt call for nth. in the past maybe, cos u'll say u miss my voice or u wanna hear me. but now? the only person u'll call for nth is her. so yupp. my conclusion is sth hpned. i dunno what, and im nt gonna care. i know i'll just get hurt if i do anw.

quite glad u listened to me when i told u not to reply me at all if i msg u out of weakness. feels good tt u still listen to me at least. feels gd tt i can still msg u, knowing i wont get a reply. but hello. sometimes e thgs i msg u cld reply? but u din. den u call instead?

eh. think im making a big deal out of nth. what happened to my "yah, well, i've wasted enough time"

bullshit la. everyth is.
hope u'll still call or hope u wont anymore. i'm not sure.
but what makes you think one 2-min phone call can affirm if im alright or not?
tsk. i'll nv und u.